“I realize everybody wants what they don’t have. But at the end of the day, what you have inside is much more beautiful than what’s on the outside” ― Selena Gomez
just girly things: FUCKING BOOB ITCHES THAT NEVER GO AWAY
If this was anybody else it’d be weird
One of the reasons i became so outspoken when i decided to come out of treatment and talk about my issues was because when i grew up and i was dealing with the pressures to be thin - it was that time in the tabloids when very very skinny girls were on the cover of every magazine and that’s what i was looking up to, so that’s what i had to idolize. I don’t want that for young girls to idolize, it’s very unhealthy - and there was nobody out there for me to look at and say ‘you know what maybe this is unhealthy, maybe starving myself isn’t the answer’ so i want to be that for a 13 year old girl at home deciding whether or not to eat dinner or an 18 year old girl deciding whether or not to keep her breakfast down, y’know there needs to be a role model out there and for the first time in my life i actually feel like one…
Happy 20th Birthday to the best person on earth ♥where do i start when it comes to him. i love this boy with all my heart and even though i go through a lot of shit because of his stupid ass i dont regret any second of it. i know he’ve made mistakes and i know he’s not perfect and that’s one of the many reasons why i love this kid. ‘kid’.. not anymore i guess. seeing a smile on his face makes me smile. seeing him just having fun and being the dumbass he is makes me happy. seeing him just being him makes me happy. i only now realize how much time i spend on him and how much i really love him, this may sound stupid to some of you, but i truly love him more than i love myself. i won’t keep going because i have tears in my eyes. you’re not gonna be 16 forever right?
I can’t believe drawing a black line across my eyelids makes me feel 10x prettier.